Me?

I am incredibly disorganized.  I keep trying to make a new style of blog, one with pictures.  I've read some blogs that have pictures, and they seem fun to make.  I've also started drawing, and there's not much room for me to draw in my major.

I'm also tired, and this is what happens when I'm tired and don't want to keep my last post at the top of the page.

The Aeneid - Juno - Character Sketch

For some reason, I feel proud of the homework I just did.  I had to write in the point of view of an assigned character.  I got Juno, the Queen of the Gods and the main divine antagonist throughout "The Aeneid."  I figured I would share the thing I am proud of.  But honestly, I think I'm proud of my procrastination.

Juno (Books 1, 2, and 3)

My name is Juno.  I am the Queen of the Gods, the wife and sister of Jupiter, and the daughter of Saturn.  When I think of the man named Aeneas, I feel anger.  I want to rationalize my actions toward him in the years prior to his arrival to Carthage.  I do not believe that anything I did was wrong.  I only strove to protect the city that I loved from the men who came from the city that I loathed.

Before the Trojan War, a prince of Troy, Paris, claimed that the goddess Venus was more beautiful than I.  My beauty is something that I take pride in, and he challenged that.  I will never forgive the city of Troy for slighting my divine beauty.  Once the city was defeated and the war ended, a group of men escaped.  That group was led by Aeneas, son of Venus.  The fact that he was the son of the goddess who was a rival of mine would not have been enough to fuel the rage I felt toward him.  I had heard that his descendants were destined to destroy my beloved city of Carthage, which I could not tolerate.

Aeneas and his followers were to travel for years before they could reach his final destiny.  I only wanted to protect my city longer, if possible.  This was where I kept my belongings, such as my armor and chariot.  I wanted to keep Aeneas far away from all of this.  I had hoped that by making his travels more difficult, he would eventually give up, or settle somewhere far from Carthage and never go near it.

One time, Jupiter had allowed Pallas Athene to do terrible things to my Argives all because of Ajax, the son of Oileus. He had allowed her to shatter his ships and send winds to churn the sea and impale him on a rock. But I am the Queen of the Gods.  I find myself to be more important, and closer to Jupiter.  But he won’t allow any race of men who will worship me to survive.  Why shouldn’t I be able to save those who do worship me?

When I believed that Aeneas was too close to Carthage, I met with Aeolus, who is the god of the winds.  I asked him to use the wind to bring a great storm upon Aeneas and to overwhelm and sink their ships. I wanted him to scatter their bodies across the sea.  I offered him fourteen nymphs of the rarest beauty.  They most beautiful of them all was Deiopea.  I told him I would marry them so that she would stay with him and make him beautiful children for all of her life.  Aeolus agreed to my request, and Aeneas and his men suffered a terrible storm.  Watching this gave me much delight, but my delight was cut short by Neptune.  Neptune decided that he didn’t want his waters to be churned, so he calmed them and sent Aeolus away.  This annoyed me.  Once Aeneas was on land, he could find Carthage more quickly.

After Aeneas made it to land, I watched him and my city.  I saw Venus tell her son all about Queen Dido, and protect him as he entered my city.  I was angered by her involvement.  But my husband had sent Mercury to tell Queen Dido to welcome Aeneas and his men.  I was forced to watch as Aeneas wooed the Queen bye telling her of his terrible adventures.  I watched as Venus sent her son to make sure that Queen Dido fell in love with Aeneas.  After thinking it over, it wouldn’t be bad if they fell in love.  Aeneas wouldn’t destroy Carthage if he loved the Queen, would he?

I loved the city of Carthage, so it only makes sense that I wanted to protect it, right?  I never told Paris of Troy to say that Venus was more beautiful.  I got angry about that, but only because he was so obviously wrong.  I wanted to keep Aeneas far away from Carthage, and he got too close.  Sometimes desperate times call for desperate measures.  How else could I have ensured that I would be worshipped without trying to eliminate those who would destroy my followers?  If other gods and goddesses are able to meddle in the lives of mortals to help themselves, I can too.  Why, I’m more entitled, because I am the Queen of the Gods.  I just know that anyone else in my position would have done the exact same things that I had done.

Head, Shoulders, Knees and Toes!

So, a downside to having a little sister in daycare is that she brings home sicknesses.  That's okay, usually.  I don't really get sick, so I'm safe... right?

Wrong!

I got sick on Friday.  I got a fever and a headache, I was not hungry all day, and I just didn't feel well.

On Saturday, I thought I was getting better.  My fever was mostly gone, my head was okay, I ate all right, and I felt better.  But then, my throat really hurt.  Honestly, that wasn't bad.  I had it Friday, too, but it wasn't bad at all.  However, I laid in bed for three hours unable to sleep because of it, that's how bad it was.  Then my dreams revolved around the pain.

Dreams mean that I fell asleep.  And then I woke up to spots on my hands.  They itched like crazy!  I couldn't just ignore the itch, because it wouldn't go away.  And my throat still hurt.

And now for today.  I woke up to crazy itchy hands.  The spots on my hands had multiplied.  Oh, but that's not all.  I looked at my feet, and I have those spots there, too.  Now, by the end of the day, my hands both hurt and itch, my feet both hurt and itch, I have one red spot on my lip that hurts, and I have had to drink way more water than normal.

Want to know what I have?
If you guessed Hand, Foot, and Mouth Disease, you guessed right.  Large outbreaks are not common in the U.S., but it spreads pretty easily through daycare's because children put their hands in their mouths.  It is more common in some Asian countries, and I could give you more random facts.  Here's one: There are no treatments for it right now.

I dislike being sick.

But on the bright side, I forgot my biology notebook today!

Wait... no...

The spots on my hand haven't reached the part of my fingers I use to write with!

Not bright enough...

THE SUN!

Too bright...

I finished a big chapter of a story and finished my homework that's dur tomorrow!

...Perfect... ?

Watching Games

I enjoy video games.  They are fun.  But I am very bad at most of them.  But recently I've found this amazing person called Helloween4545 on YouTube, and watching video games has become fun!  He's a very funny person, and you should all watch his Penumbra game videos.  I don't know how many of you there are, but I would love to bring happiness to everyone's lives, even if it's just a few people.  But WARNING!  If you are sharing a room with someone and that person just went to bed, it's a bad idea to continue watching him.  He is too funny and you will laugh.

My Execrable Friday (10.7.2011)

Was a sad, sad day... :(

On Thursday night a nice little headache began to form, which I decided to ignore.  After a while, I thought about taking some aspirin, but I couldn't find it.  Now, my headache wasn't too terrible.  I figured I'd go to sleep and it'd be gone by the time I woke up.  That headache got a lot worse in the time it took me to fall asleep, but still, 

At 7:00 AM on Friday morning, I woke up to my alarm and a headache so terrible I wanted to cry.

I've gotten bad headaches all my life, and the worst are migranes.  I'd always get sick when I had them and then the headache would get worse, then I would fall asleep early and wake up at some insane time like 4am.

But on Friday morning, my headache felt like the worst headache ever.  I don't recall ever waking up with a migrane, so that probably made it seem worse.  After my second alarm went off, I realized I probably wasn't going to my first class.

I slept straight through the class I swore I'd never miss again.  I woke up when I heard my roommate getting ready for her classes at about 9:30.  I then sat up and got really sad because my headache was still just as bad as it was at 7.  After she left, I forced myself to get up and ready for the day.  Since this took a good half hour, I realized I wasn;t going to my second class either.  That is a swimming class, which I thought would be a bad idea to go to if I felt my head would either implode or explode, plus the sick feeling I had.  I figured that I probably had a bad migraine.

I finally got myself to leave my room and go eat food.  I hadn't eaten anything since around lunch time on Thursday, and I figured that maybe part of my headache had to do with that.  I'm not sure if I was right, but my headache did lessen as I sat there eating food that is strangely good.  I even had orange juice, which I apparently can't decide whether or not I like.

After that, I headed on down to the Health and Wellness Center on campus, all the while being very aware of how much class I was missing.  There I met with the nurse who helped me figure out what would be the best way to deal with my hurting head.  She gave me Acetaminophen and told me to rest and come back at 2:30.  She told me this at 11, when I had already missed two classes.  I had another class at 12:20, and she told me I should not go and that I should rest during that time to help my headache go away.  I agreed with her, but I really didn't want to miss class.  I walked back to my room with my medicine and a note, just in case any of my professors wanted proof that I had a legitimate reason for missing their class.

I listened to the nurse and tried to relax, but all I could think about was how I was going to miss class and have a gap in my notes.  I even convinced myself that my headache was bearable and that I could totally go to class. Luckily I was able to also convince myself that I really hate headaches and that resting would help it go away.  I let my brain battle that out until 12:20 finally passed.  That one part of my mind still said something like "But... but... notes... class..." but we all knew I wasn't getting up.

I actually slept for a whole almost hour.  I thought my headache was gone, but after looking at my phone it came back.  This meant that it was better, but still existent.  At 2:30 I went to H&W and got Mygrex.  This did help.

Sadly, nothing was really able to keep my headache away.  The sick feeling stayed too, and got so bad I had to leave work early.  

I was able to play Capture the Flag though.  My headache was kind enough to stay away for most of the game.

Over the weekend, the headache never really went away completely.  Nor did the sick feeling (aka nausea).  I was able to get through an entire 4 1/2 hour shift on Sunday, which I was glad about.  On Sunday night (or 2am Monday) as I lay in bed, a headache started to creep up on me and I was terrified that I'd get another terrible headache.  Lucky for me, I have had a headache-free Monday so far.  And if a headache tries to get me, I'm armed with Acetaminophen and other headache preventers!

SIDE NOTE:

      I spelled Acetaminophen right!!!  Twice!!!!!  In a row!!!  (The first time I had to have it spell-checked)

I'm a Not Procrastinator Today!

Just now, or rather a few minutes ago, I finished my Accounting homework.

Now, this isn't usually a great feat, since I usually have Accounting homework to complete every two days.  But today, I had defeated the evils of procrastination!

I opened my laptop, opened the website we use for homework, and did it.  The best part is that it's not due till Wednesday morning!  And it was just assigned this morning!

Now that I feel so accomplished, I am going to write about last Friday, and then study Microeconomics... eventually...

Crazy Stuff

It;s so sad to realize that the only thing you can plan for the weekend is homework and schoolwork.  There's so much more of nothing that I want to do more.  I want to sit in my room watching videos and browsing the web, not accounting, microeconomics, public speaking, history, and  astronomy.