My Cheerful Week?

Nah, I failed to have a cheerful week on Friday of last week.  I did get pretty far though.  I got all the way through Thursday.  On Friday I had some strange anxiety issue.  I saw that it was super busy, I didn't feel that I was collecting money fast enough, I was already a bit unhappy about having to collect in the first place, and every time I tried to regain my composure another car would drive up.

Have you ever felt completely nervous and upset and frustrated at the same time?  To the point where you felt seriously sick?  That's how I felt on Friday.  I considered asking to leave early.  But after it slowed down and I took my break, I felt a whole lot better.  Even during the time that I was unhappy it seemed as though it caused people to notice something was wrong.  I guess that my speed must have been strange or something, because twice I was asked if I was alright.  Of course I said I was fine.

But on to more happy events!  I am finished working for the summer!  Now I can have that four-day vacation I've always dreamed of!  Then I get to go back to school and work and learn a whole bunch!

I am also looking forward to this weekend.  I am going over to my mother's home, which I normally don't like.  But this weekend I am giving my younger siblings gifts!  I absolutely love gift-giving.  It's so awesome to see people I care about open the gifts I give them.  It's better than getting gifts myself!  It's my favorite part of the holidays.  That doesn't mean I love the holidays.  Christmas is over commercialized and I feel compelled to get gifts for everyone, which eats up my meager college student savings like a paper shredder destroys that important document you didn't mean to put in there.  Nom nom nom!  No more money for you!  Buy these gifts!  They cost more because you have no choice!  Nom nom nom!

Crap!  That was important! 

Where all the extra money goes.

Oh, and never, ever, ever, search for "paper shredder accident."  It's just... don't click that link if you ever want to feel happy for the next ten minutes or so.  You will never forget...

Limits and Cheer

I am very sad at this exact moment.  I have just discovered that a blog can hove only 50,000 followers.  So, I can't follow my favorite blog, which is actually the biggest reason I wanted to make a blog in the first place.  I had the crazy idea that I'd be some kind of genius that everybody loves.  I mean, yeah, I'm a total genius that everyone loves, but not everyone agrees with me on that.

In other words, I have decided that I am going to have an amazing week.  I don't plan to have a series of happy event and nothing negative, I just want to enjoy life.  I'm not going to let the little things bother me.  If I don't like where I am at work, I won't allow that to ruin my day.  At least I have a job and I generally enjoy it.  If one customer is a bit rude, I won't let their attitude alter my happiness much.  If I trip over something and... never mind, that always happens.  But you get the point, right?  Why let the little things get in the way like that?  It can't be very healthy.

I hope that my cheerful presence will help those around me feel better, too.  Kind of like when one person is stressed and the whole room seems to be filled with stress, because it ends up being contagious.  Cheerfulness should be pretty contagious too!

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Three consecutive days of writing to myself.  It's fun really.

I'm loving work.  It's finally starting to get un-boring!

The biggest issue is when it's busy and there are multiple stressed/annoyed people.  It's like the air is filled with unhappiness.  It really does effect me, and I'm sure I'm not the only one.

Going on Day... I've lost track.

My poor computer...
It's screen, it is dying.

I am not sure how long I can survive with limited computer access.

My entire being basically revolves around computers, especially my own.

If it weren't for work, I don't know if I'd make it.


Oh, and it's been like, 3-4 days, maybe.
That's like FOREVER!

Pageviews

I'v just discovered that, since I started this blog, there have been 3 pageviews in Germany!

That's pretty big news.

I'm Going to Write a Book

A few nights ago I decided to start a story.  The idea just popped into my head one night, when I wasn't even planning to write.  It's going to be called "Inside My Mind." So far I've decided it's about a girl who has abilities that other people don't have.  I've decided that one of them is that she can sort of absorb the emotins from those around her, especially strong ones like love, hate, sadness, and anger.  I've been building this character and other, more minor, characters for a long time now.  So I'm pretty excited for it.  I'm going to post about it in another blog.  I'll post the link as soon as I get it.

Alright, here is the link:
http://insidemymind12.blogspot.com/

I had to put "12" at the end because someone else already had the name.  I hate when that happens...

Evil Cat

Turns out I'm probably going to die.

My cat's going to kill me.

I mean, yeah, I tell him not to jump on the table and clip his nails, but I never thought that he'd plot to kill me for it.

Maybe he's just been planning it from the start, ever since he was brought home.  Maybe that's what they learned at the Kitty Cottage.

That's what's going to happen in 2012.  Cats will kill their owners and take over the world!

He'll take over the world in a few months, maybe a year.

Of course, I should have known back when this was my result:

The "a" should be "an," but since it's a quiz I guess it's okay.

There is a 7% chance that I'll survive the kitty invasion.