My Cheerful Week?

Nah, I failed to have a cheerful week on Friday of last week.  I did get pretty far though.  I got all the way through Thursday.  On Friday I had some strange anxiety issue.  I saw that it was super busy, I didn't feel that I was collecting money fast enough, I was already a bit unhappy about having to collect in the first place, and every time I tried to regain my composure another car would drive up.

Have you ever felt completely nervous and upset and frustrated at the same time?  To the point where you felt seriously sick?  That's how I felt on Friday.  I considered asking to leave early.  But after it slowed down and I took my break, I felt a whole lot better.  Even during the time that I was unhappy it seemed as though it caused people to notice something was wrong.  I guess that my speed must have been strange or something, because twice I was asked if I was alright.  Of course I said I was fine.

But on to more happy events!  I am finished working for the summer!  Now I can have that four-day vacation I've always dreamed of!  Then I get to go back to school and work and learn a whole bunch!

I am also looking forward to this weekend.  I am going over to my mother's home, which I normally don't like.  But this weekend I am giving my younger siblings gifts!  I absolutely love gift-giving.  It's so awesome to see people I care about open the gifts I give them.  It's better than getting gifts myself!  It's my favorite part of the holidays.  That doesn't mean I love the holidays.  Christmas is over commercialized and I feel compelled to get gifts for everyone, which eats up my meager college student savings like a paper shredder destroys that important document you didn't mean to put in there.  Nom nom nom!  No more money for you!  Buy these gifts!  They cost more because you have no choice!  Nom nom nom!

Crap!  That was important! 

Where all the extra money goes.

Oh, and never, ever, ever, search for "paper shredder accident."  It's just... don't click that link if you ever want to feel happy for the next ten minutes or so.  You will never forget...

Limits and Cheer

I am very sad at this exact moment.  I have just discovered that a blog can hove only 50,000 followers.  So, I can't follow my favorite blog, which is actually the biggest reason I wanted to make a blog in the first place.  I had the crazy idea that I'd be some kind of genius that everybody loves.  I mean, yeah, I'm a total genius that everyone loves, but not everyone agrees with me on that.

In other words, I have decided that I am going to have an amazing week.  I don't plan to have a series of happy event and nothing negative, I just want to enjoy life.  I'm not going to let the little things bother me.  If I don't like where I am at work, I won't allow that to ruin my day.  At least I have a job and I generally enjoy it.  If one customer is a bit rude, I won't let their attitude alter my happiness much.  If I trip over something and... never mind, that always happens.  But you get the point, right?  Why let the little things get in the way like that?  It can't be very healthy.

I hope that my cheerful presence will help those around me feel better, too.  Kind of like when one person is stressed and the whole room seems to be filled with stress, because it ends up being contagious.  Cheerfulness should be pretty contagious too!